Two days left

I've been discerning the true reason for my wanting to go to Africa. I think its for God but I'm not so sure. Coupled with my excitement is anxiousness, nervousness, and fear. I'm not quire sure why but its there. I think it has to do with it being my first time outside the country and being in Africa and seeing what God has in store for my life. I think another part of it is putting relationships aside and trusting completely in God for it all. I don't know. I suppose I'm a little afraid. I want this trip to be about learning and not stagnation. To be about God and not me. To do His will and forego my own. I am weak and not the person to do this job. I just hope that God can work through me to rise above all that and show His power and mercy. Prayers would be welcomed and updates will be given as I get them. I love you all and I pray that God works in all your lives this summer.